every day

There is a buzzing in my head

And a shiver up my spine

A numbness in my stomache

An ache in my bones

the sharp pain in my shins

It feels amazing

It reminds me of how hard things are.

How solidly my thighs pump

Durable fibers pushing pulling

Contracting

My heart muscle struggles

My lungs could go forever

The pain killers dull the stabbing sensation

Its good

Its great

I’m getting faster every day

I can breathe easier

I can get somewhere

Soon